Welcome to 24, my bestfriend said "tenang. masih muda kok"

mengapa takut pada lara sementara semua rasa bisa kita cipta?

Monday is not always a monster day, just like yesterday, that was one of the best Monday I have ever had. To give you a context, yesterday was my birthday, not just a casual birthday but it was soooo special since it was the first time I celebrated it in Palembang (the capital city of South Sumatera, a place where I pursue my career that never ever came out in my mind, but holla I have been here for 10 months and I survive) and also the first time I celebrated it without a person who had been there for five consecutive years (But luckily, I have opened a new chapter in my life here, re: moved on:), moving on doesn't mean you are going to forget about his existence nor hating him, right?). At first I thought, I would feel lonely on that day, you know my family are in Lampung, my bestfriends right now are all over the world LITERALLY (pekanbaru, jakarta, NORWAY, etc etc). 

BUT IT TURNED OUT SO GREAT. Many people in my college, high school, even primary school reached me out and give me their wishes, my bestfriends sent me a lot of present and love through foods, my coworkers surprised me in office, my family sent a very beautiful cake to my office, and so on.  I was beyond blessed and so loved by many, just like what most of my bestfriends wish, I really want to see myself from their perspective I want to know how beautiful and amazing I am from their eyes cause lately I had questioned my worth because of a person, and I know that I was stupid for being like that. I just wanna say, thank you for anyone who loves me and chooses to stay regardless my imperfections, you know I love you.

Xoxo,

Wiran.